:D

Gak gw gak complain kok biar lo gak nulis blog dah 3 hr juga hehehe

Gw tuh kesel juga... kenapa internet gw kaya tai bgt
gw tau lo kesel... gw td telp elo bukannya nyuruh lo ol kok... cuman pengen nelp aja... eh tau2nya situ langsung mau pulang, mau ol... gw dah takut aja tuh... mampus aja kalo internet gw ngadat lg... makanya gw tulis msg itu "cepetan, mumpung internet gw lg jalan blablabla" jhoniekus: ya itu tadi pas buka YM ... isi nye cepetannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bla bla bla ... * ga mikir gw juga ngebut udah *

iya gw tau kok lo dah ngebut... n gw juga takut bgt...takut bikin lo marah...

jhoniekus: dc lage
Mathilda: gak
jhoniekus: setiap chat gini yg ada di pikiran gw .... DC DC DC DC DC
ya tp emangnya salah gw???? emangnya gw mau inet gw dc terus???? gw juga gak tau lg mesti gimana tauuuuuuu... bukan lo doang yg kesel

Kok kayaknya gwwwwwwwwwww mulu yg sorry2... krn gw gak mau ribut...
cuman krn gw gak marah2 ke situ... atau bilang ke elo dll... bukan berarti gw gak kangen, gak peduli, dll... situ negatip bgt dah! mikirnya gw tuh yg cold, heartless bitch kali ye

jhoniekus: ga romantis situ !
Mathilda: emebr
Mathilda: emberrrr
jhoniekus: kalo ma org laen iya sayyyyyyyyyy getuuu
jhoniekus: kalo ma gw kaga !
jhoniekus: asshole
Mathilda: emang
Mathilda:
Mathilda: kan I have to live up to the reputation u gave me
jhoniekus: tai
jhoniekus: nyebelin
Mathilda: emang
jhoniekus: kangen aja ga pernah ma gw
Mathilda: kerjaan sopo ye?

U BASTARD! marah2 ke gw... bikin gw merasa bersalahhh bgt... trus udah ikut2an bawa gw ke mood BT trus mau gw romantis2an.... tssss... u can kiss ur own ass! *yeah, figure out how to do that.. smartass*

so I was thinking... maybe I should live up to the reputation u gave me... an asshole, a heartless bitch or whatever other names u label me... mestinya gw cuek2 aja ngadepin elo yg selaluuuu gw yg salah... *tp situ bilangnya gw yg gak pernah mau ngaku salah* gw emang mesti cuek2 gitu deh kayaknya... kalo gak dah rapuhhhh gw...

jhoniekus: mesti nya mau nulis blog juga tapi ya udah telanjur sebel gw beberapa hari ini ==> oooo, ic... ic... jd kalo sebel gak nulis... kenapa yah, it's ok if u do that, but not ok if I do that???

Yeah so I take things personally, I'm very internal...that's just me... selalu ngerasa... kalo org marah2 n pas gw yg sial kecipratan ya gw jd BT... n mau gak mau gw jd merasa bersalah... sekarang sih udah mendingan... udah belajar cuek2 n "f**k that!"
trus dah gitu gw yg dituduh nyebelin lah, dll... emang lo gakkk???

nulis blog dah jarang... bawaannya malesss mulu... gw juga jd ikut2an males lah... abis rasanya gw mulu yg mesti nulis... tp gw gak ada bacaan... ya emang sih gw demen nulis... tp kan demen baca juga... it's just that I feel that u're not trying as hard as u used to... now I can see why people who have been married for years fall back n end up getting a divorce... cuz they're too comfortable with each other n so they dont try hard anymore... jd spices nya ilang... I dont know... I don't know what u're feeling or whatever... cuz we hardly talk nowadays, u don't even write anymore... it's been 3 f**kin days... yg ada tuh cuman marah2 ajaaaaaa... n gw jd gak tau lg mesti gimana... it's like I've tried so hard but u dont make it easier! kayaknya usaha gw tuh sia2... tetep aja gak dianggap... tetep aja salah gw... gw yg bikin lo kesel, nyebelin, heartless...

yeah I'm crying right now... dammit! bagus juga lah... bersiin mata... kali gatel2nya ilang hehehe
alrite, u havent stopped buzzing me... might as well end it now...