Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Iyalah

Iyalah... semua salah gw... perasaan belakangan (emang dr semula juga kali ya) semua yg gw lakuin gak ada yg bener di mata elo!
Akhir2 ini yg gw dapet dr elo cuman kritik aja... cape gw... ngapain juga gw cerita ke elo... tau juga pasti di omelin ma elo. Gak cerita dibilang gak jujur lah blablabla... cerita juga salah... *sigh*
Not everyone who tells someone about their problems want any advice u know... sometimes people just need someone to listen to them... but u wouldn't understand that... makanya sekarang gw dengerin aja kalo Maw2 curhat... dia udah tau juga mesti gimana... gak perlu gw tambah2in... gw juga gitu... I thought you're supposed to be my best friend??? Tp kenapa setiap gw mulai cerita apa2, langsung deh bertubi2 dateng tuh omelan n kritikan dr elo... ouch!
kalo semua org judes2 ke org laen ya namanya cari musuh... ngapain cari musuh... gw mah maunya damai ma semua org lah... elo bilangnya gw mau dianggap malaikat lah blablabla... kayaknya it's a curse to be nice to people? I thought you used to see those qualities in me as good... but I guess I thought wrong. Semakin lama kok lo jd semakin nasty gitu ye ke gw? Padahal yg gw tau lo kan orgnya baek, tulus, n generous... tp kok ke gw judes bgt ya? Sedih gw... kayaknya dimata elo gw tuh busuk bgt ya??? Di mata elo tuh kerjaan gw tuh flirt aja bisanya ya? Gw gak bisa kayak elo n gw juga gak mau dingin sampe kayak elo ke org... padahal lo sama org laen ramah bgt juga... tsssssssssssss

I'm not trying to get u to live up to my expectation... trying to change u n all that... so why are u trying to get people to live up to ur expectation? Are you not happy with the way I am? Can't u accept me happily as I am? Kayaknya gw jd gimanaaaa gitu... minder atau apa gitu... like I'm not worthy of you... I'm never gonna be good enuff 4 u... sorry if I'm not good enuff 4 u... but this is me...

aduhhhh leher gw sakit...uratnya ketarik td pas yoga... diajak ngomong ma Dita pas lg sikap lilin... trus pas mau kobra pas nengok langsung teriak gw... lengan kiri gw keseleo... jd dr leher ke belikat kiri tuh sakit... gw kayak pincang sebelah rasanya... ouchhhh! dah dipijit2 ma nyokap sampe nangis2 gw... mendingan dikit... hiks

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