Pikiran

Isn't it a bit too late for that... utk spy gw gak pikiran...
Kalo mau ya dr awal lo gak cerita... tp apaan tuh nyembunyiin sesuatu gitu... gak baik... tp gw juga pasti kalo ada something bad's gonna happen to me or I'm really sick juga gw gak bilang... gak mau nambahin beban org laen, toh dgn bilang juga gak jd baek kan...

Like I never told u how worried I am, how much I think of u... lo taunya gw tuh in control, bisa jaga perasaan gw sendiri, dll... I never told u that I pray 4 u night n day... I go to church everyday n pray 4 u... kalo lo tau pasti lo gak bakal bilang ke gw ye soal op besok hehehe...

lo taunya gw tuh bitch...heartless bitch... makanya sejak lo balik tuh gw blank bgt... gak bisa ngobrol kayak dulu lage... sekarang tambah blank n speechless... sms gak bisa, blog gak bisa... chatting omongannya ke arah2 ngaco mulu...

I was just saying to Fiona how I never said sorry to a guy (unless he's just a male fren)... or cry over a guy, or worry about a guy so much, or bother trying to work things out... or worried if he's mad at me or not...
I experienced first of everything(almost) ya with u deh... hehehe... biasa kalo cowo gw marah "fuck it, I'm not gonna put up with it!" biarpun itu salah gw... hehehe malah bagus, ada alasan buat putus hihihihi... nangisin cowo? tsssssss bukan style gw... ehhh, sekarang tau rasanye... hehehe... kawatir2, mikirin, dll... tssss bukan gw bgt dah... ehhhh now it's me... hahaha... I got it bad, huh...

ya makanya... gak lagi lah gw fallin in lop2an... too much work, man... ini yg pertama n terakhir buat gw... cape... hehehe
banyak makan ati, energi, dll hihihihi... gak nyangka...

abis numpahin air... huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... thank God no major damage... phew! kapan lo kesiniiii.. cepetttthhhh hihihihihi